tonight, i got the girls ready for bed and then we all three got in the rocker. i was feeding kamryn a bottle and addi sat nestled right beside me. i was singing them a song (i’m so not a singer – thank goodness they don’t realize it yet!) and they were both falling asleep. addi looked up at me and smiled & then laid her head on my arm. she then reached over & held kamryn’s little foot with her little hand. as i sang along, i choked up and could hardly finish the song. tears came down my face & i was just so thankful for my two beautiful blessings! sometimes i get so caught up in the craziness of having two babies (taking care of them, chasing them around, cleaning up after them, etc) that i tend to forget that i need to sit back & look at them and realize how awesome they are and how much of a joy they are to ryan & i. we are blessed!!! i love my girls & pray that i can be the mother that they deserve!